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Dec 31, 2005 14:05

I'm not even sure how long I've been sitting here but I know it when I stand up and my knees about give on me. Cordelia has tried several times to come up and coax me from my hole but I won't have it. Things are happening on my time from now on, even if I have bad timing they will still happen on my time. I get that I didn't tell Faith I loved her ( Read more... )

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Locked to Angel neverbeenfree December 31 2005, 19:25:35 UTC
So what? You just grabbed all my shit and threw it around til it made you feel better? Fuck you, Angel! I can't believe you're being such a fucking baby about this. I thought we were friends.

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Re: Locked to Faith broody_manpire December 31 2005, 19:27:45 UTC
No. I threw it in boxes, not around. I'm not being a baby Faith. I think it could be construed as an appropriate response to an idiotic decision.

Friends? Don't see that happening for a long time if ever.

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Re: Locked to Faith neverbeenfree December 31 2005, 19:28:55 UTC
I'm glad it's just that easy to write me off. I thought you were different. Serves me fucking right for thinking, right?

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Re: Locked to Faith broody_manpire December 31 2005, 19:30:04 UTC
Thinking? Thinking? Tell me, did you think before you married this guy? Or what? Was it the best offer on the table as per usual. I don't think you've quite grasped the concept of thinking yet.

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Re: Locked to Faith neverbeenfree December 31 2005, 19:32:36 UTC
I already told you I knew that was dumb! What the hell else do you want me to say about it?! It's not like I had a reason not to at the time. I didn't know if I married this Harry guy I was gonna lose the one friend I ever had.

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Re: Locked to Faith broody_manpire December 31 2005, 19:34:25 UTC
You didn't have a reason not to? That sounds incredibly selfish. Faith you got married. Married to a man that doesn't know anything about you and you expect me not to be hurt? Not to have a broken heart? Okay, let me appease you.

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Re: Locked to Faith neverbeenfree December 31 2005, 19:36:13 UTC
Fuck you! You did it to yourself! You're mad at me because I didn't know how you felt. Sorry, if you wanted to play psychic go moon over Cordelia. I don't know why you don't believe me when I say I didn't know. If I'd known things would've turned out differently but I didn't. What do you want from me?

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Re: Locked to Faith broody_manpire December 31 2005, 19:40:29 UTC
I did this to myself. I'm a little fuzzy on how that explanation works to be truthful. So basically I'm the one who forced you to go to Bora Bora with some guy you met on the internet. I am the one who made you feel like you had nothing beter even though when you had nothing or no one else I was always there. Always. And I'm assuming, following suit, I'm the one who forced you into marrying a total stranger because what? Because you didn't give me time to tell you I loved you? Didn't give me time to find some common ground where loving you wouldn't mean losing myself and unleashing a monster? You leave me a note saying you're going away for the weekend with some rich guy and then what... you get married to him? As if I had time to prepare for that!

I don't want anything from you Faith, there's nothing I can have to want.

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Re: Locked to Faith neverbeenfree December 31 2005, 20:27:23 UTC
You're not even listening to anything I'm saying.

Forget it.

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