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This week has been so surprising. Nothing has worked out like I thought that it would, in both negative and positive aspects. It seems as if most of my preconceived ideas of everything from classes to friends to dorm life has been proven wrong. I'm finding it a little exhausting to constantly be reconstructing my ideas of reality.
My life in general is so haphazard right now. I want some stability, but I'm also afraid of falling into a rhythm just because it's easy and accessible at the time. I'm not as brave as I would like to be. I want to be able to take risks without being so afraid.
Last year I seemed to know what I wanted. This year all I know is that I know nothing.
My life in general is so haphazard right now. I want some stability, but I'm also afraid of falling into a rhythm just because it's easy and accessible at the time. I'm not as brave as I would like to be. I want to be able to take risks without being so afraid.
Last year I seemed to know what I wanted. This year all I know is that I know nothing.