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I'm 19. The world looks pretty bleak from here, but I'll try to give it a few days.
I haven't cried in a while, I seriously haven't. But tonight has been awful. Much worse than expected. Heck, I didn't expect anything bad. I was supposed to celebrate my birthday with my family! Lots of laughter, stories, pancakes... Instead I end up being disillusioned all over again. But not just by my family. By myself, too. And that hurts more than anything. :(
I haven't cried in a while, I seriously haven't. But tonight has been awful. Much worse than expected. Heck, I didn't expect anything bad. I was supposed to celebrate my birthday with my family! Lots of laughter, stories, pancakes... Instead I end up being disillusioned all over again. But not just by my family. By myself, too. And that hurts more than anything. :(