Apr 04, 2005 22:08
yeah so i'm super upset !i just found out were not going camping for the fourth of july and it hurts b/c it's usually like atrdition to go i mean we have gone sense i was like a baby.. everythings so messed up now that my dad is gon ai mean everything you have no idea how much it kills to not go camping stopping a tradition just b/c he's gone i think he would still want us to do it! :\ anyways well my day went super good and all i know is i look at myself and i NEED to lose some weight i think all my deperession about dad and everything is making me gain weight! i think i'm gonna start swimming somewhere just to get into shape plus when i'm in the pool all my stress goes away<