Hey guys! Look at the butterfly!!! Wait, that butterfly doesn't know how to fly correctly....
Random quote from last night at graduation:
"Hey, me trying to get into your pants is my way of giving a compliment."
~Anonymous
Weird.
Anyways, it has been four weeks, FOUR WEEKS!, and I still can't shake this stupid feeling. Crazy. I'm sure Prez was right, but it still seems like it has been taking longer than it should. Or maybe I'm just being stupid. Yeah, I know I'm making a mountain out of a molehill, but for goodness sake, just let it go. I need to stop thinking about it....
Well, last night was pretty sweet. And sad. I guess I should call it bitter-sweet like most normal people would. I can't believe the end has come. It was so weird seeing my friends actually graduating. And next year, it's our turn. I can't believe how fast high school has gone. I can still remember sitting with Rory that one day in chorus, talking about how the time flies and how I need to make the most of it. Of course, I didn't believe him at the time because I was just a naive freshman who didn't give a hoot about anything. But now, it's so true. I look back at my past 3 years at Bonny Eagle and think, "Wait, what did I do with all that time?" It seems like I have accomplished nothing. It has just been recently this year that I have started to get involved in everything I possibly can. I should have started way back when. And I have really taken the time with my friends for granted. I'm making new friends all the time, and I can't believe that I only have one year left with them. And for some, this summer is the last time that I will be seeing them in a while. My senior friends will be off in college, Courtney will be in Pakistan, Meaghan is in Mass, Matt is becoming a pilot in Ohio....it's crazy. I know everyone says that once you get into college, nothing matters. You forget your friends, and you move on. But that just seems so hard to do. I mean, there are so many people that have made a huge impact on my life. Like Courtney Nevers. She was literally my sister for those 3 LONG months this fall. And how could I forget her family? They were, and still are, my family. I don't know what I would have done without them during that rough time. Actually, I don't know what I would have done without ANY of my friends and their support. How could I just forget all of that? I just know that I will definitely be making the most of everything this summer and next school year, because I just wanna live it up and take in everything while I still have the chance. Life is too short. Make the most of it. And another thing; I know this is a little off-subject, but I just feel like saying it: if you have feelings for someone, tell them. You never know what may happen. I know that from my own experiences, spilling has never been the easiest thing to do, actually, it may even be one of the hardest. But, it sure gets a lot off your chest, and even if you don't get the relationship you want, or the results that you had thought about, you may get an awesome friendship with someone you never thought you would have. I wish I would have taken my own advice earlier this year, because you never know what could happen. Rejection is a part of life, but at least you have the satisfaction of knowing that you had the guts to try, instead of feeling disappointed and always thinking of the 'what-ifs' because you couldn't bring yourself to letting it all out.
To all of my seniors, I really do hope that you had the time of your life. I wish you the best of luck in everything you do, and will miss all of the great times that we've had together. For the senior friends that I have just made in these last couple of weeks, I wish I could have met you long ago. You have no idea what you mean to me and how you have helped me to open my eyes. Thank-you for everything. Je vous-aime beaucoup.
And now it is time for me to go jump into my bathing suit and head on over to Sam's house to do so partying.
Tout suite.
"Hey, me trying to get into your pants is my way of giving a compliment."
~Anonymous
Weird.
Anyways, it has been four weeks, FOUR WEEKS!, and I still can't shake this stupid feeling. Crazy. I'm sure Prez was right, but it still seems like it has been taking longer than it should. Or maybe I'm just being stupid. Yeah, I know I'm making a mountain out of a molehill, but for goodness sake, just let it go. I need to stop thinking about it....
Well, last night was pretty sweet. And sad. I guess I should call it bitter-sweet like most normal people would. I can't believe the end has come. It was so weird seeing my friends actually graduating. And next year, it's our turn. I can't believe how fast high school has gone. I can still remember sitting with Rory that one day in chorus, talking about how the time flies and how I need to make the most of it. Of course, I didn't believe him at the time because I was just a naive freshman who didn't give a hoot about anything. But now, it's so true. I look back at my past 3 years at Bonny Eagle and think, "Wait, what did I do with all that time?" It seems like I have accomplished nothing. It has just been recently this year that I have started to get involved in everything I possibly can. I should have started way back when. And I have really taken the time with my friends for granted. I'm making new friends all the time, and I can't believe that I only have one year left with them. And for some, this summer is the last time that I will be seeing them in a while. My senior friends will be off in college, Courtney will be in Pakistan, Meaghan is in Mass, Matt is becoming a pilot in Ohio....it's crazy. I know everyone says that once you get into college, nothing matters. You forget your friends, and you move on. But that just seems so hard to do. I mean, there are so many people that have made a huge impact on my life. Like Courtney Nevers. She was literally my sister for those 3 LONG months this fall. And how could I forget her family? They were, and still are, my family. I don't know what I would have done without them during that rough time. Actually, I don't know what I would have done without ANY of my friends and their support. How could I just forget all of that? I just know that I will definitely be making the most of everything this summer and next school year, because I just wanna live it up and take in everything while I still have the chance. Life is too short. Make the most of it. And another thing; I know this is a little off-subject, but I just feel like saying it: if you have feelings for someone, tell them. You never know what may happen. I know that from my own experiences, spilling has never been the easiest thing to do, actually, it may even be one of the hardest. But, it sure gets a lot off your chest, and even if you don't get the relationship you want, or the results that you had thought about, you may get an awesome friendship with someone you never thought you would have. I wish I would have taken my own advice earlier this year, because you never know what could happen. Rejection is a part of life, but at least you have the satisfaction of knowing that you had the guts to try, instead of feeling disappointed and always thinking of the 'what-ifs' because you couldn't bring yourself to letting it all out.
To all of my seniors, I really do hope that you had the time of your life. I wish you the best of luck in everything you do, and will miss all of the great times that we've had together. For the senior friends that I have just made in these last couple of weeks, I wish I could have met you long ago. You have no idea what you mean to me and how you have helped me to open my eyes. Thank-you for everything. Je vous-aime beaucoup.
And now it is time for me to go jump into my bathing suit and head on over to Sam's house to do so partying.
Tout suite.