baddd night
last night was alright, we walked around i was dressed for like a snow storm cuz i was cold but then it got really hot out so i was mad uncomfortable especially cuz we were just standing on a corner half the night until me, peewee and shelly decided to leave all teh boys playing football at raytel and go to cvs and get food. then we decided to go to celzos and eat it... but then we saw gorgeous anthony but i was mad tired so i didnt wanna stalk so i went to celzos and like 5 minutes later shelly and peewee came and we chilled there and it was fun... we always have a good time when its just the girls. lol.
then i went home, and mom and dad went out for their anniversary so they went to this bar/restuarant to eat then went to the bar with my cousins (theyre all in their 30s and 40s even tho theyre my first cousins) and i knew they were getting drunk... u see my parents get drunk A LOT and it always leads to a fight inbetween us... so a few weeks ago my mom was like 'im so sorry ill never do it again i dont wanna hurt u again and all this crap' but i know they were drunk b/c meesh was out w/ her friends too and she called and said mom kept calling her and being maddd annoying. so whatever. i get home and no1'a home, but like 10 minutes later i hear the car pull up... and i see mom and dad like arm and arm walking out, like leaning on eachother for support. so i go downstairs and my dad looks completely wasted but my mom was 10000x worse... which is saying something. like, ive never seen anyone so wrecked in my life!!! she had like make-up allll over her face and shit all over her shirt... first of all, they were with people and she must have been soooo embarassing... and she couldnt even walk! my dad was practically carrying her and she couldnt get up the steps by herself. so i was like crying b/c she promised shed never do anything like that again and she did... and i hate it when my parents are drunk b/c theyre crazy. so i calmed down and waited for meesh and called peewee and pee was like 'sleep over blah blah blah' but i was like no. then meesh came and was sitting outside (where i was) with her friends and i was madd embarassed b.c i prob had like my eye make-up streaking down my cheeks... so my dad came outside and was being annoying so i was just like "im going to sleep at peewees" to him and he didnt even care... if he wasnt wasted he would never let me go walk to peewees at midnight by myself. hello! we live in the bronx... so i got there and i felt bad b/c it was so random and i dont think her mom was too happy when i was there. so i let my crying out then i was alright for the rest of the night. i woke up to her mom like banging pots and pans so i think she wanted us to wake up, but she was fine after that. i was really thankful for peewee letting me come over, but i dont think peewee realized how much i appreciated it. oh well. then i get home to see my baby cousin crying hysterically b/c he wanted his dad (his mom is my first cousin who was taken to the hospital cuz she had too much cough medicine or some shyt) and then my dads like 'whats wrong whats wrong' and im like nothing b/c he should know.
i cant type anymore b.c they changed the spot where the computer is and its soooo umcomfortable!!! ahhh... hate it. im definately going away to college so i dont have to deal with my parents... im thinking philly or boston. i need to be in a city... thats kinda in driving distance or that isnt hard to get to from nyc. i loved philly when i went over the summer, but a lot of ppl i know go to boston for college and they like it. who knows. i need to get outta here. i think ill go put my mom on a guilt trip. i <33 my smappers!!
then i went home, and mom and dad went out for their anniversary so they went to this bar/restuarant to eat then went to the bar with my cousins (theyre all in their 30s and 40s even tho theyre my first cousins) and i knew they were getting drunk... u see my parents get drunk A LOT and it always leads to a fight inbetween us... so a few weeks ago my mom was like 'im so sorry ill never do it again i dont wanna hurt u again and all this crap' but i know they were drunk b/c meesh was out w/ her friends too and she called and said mom kept calling her and being maddd annoying. so whatever. i get home and no1'a home, but like 10 minutes later i hear the car pull up... and i see mom and dad like arm and arm walking out, like leaning on eachother for support. so i go downstairs and my dad looks completely wasted but my mom was 10000x worse... which is saying something. like, ive never seen anyone so wrecked in my life!!! she had like make-up allll over her face and shit all over her shirt... first of all, they were with people and she must have been soooo embarassing... and she couldnt even walk! my dad was practically carrying her and she couldnt get up the steps by herself. so i was like crying b/c she promised shed never do anything like that again and she did... and i hate it when my parents are drunk b/c theyre crazy. so i calmed down and waited for meesh and called peewee and pee was like 'sleep over blah blah blah' but i was like no. then meesh came and was sitting outside (where i was) with her friends and i was madd embarassed b.c i prob had like my eye make-up streaking down my cheeks... so my dad came outside and was being annoying so i was just like "im going to sleep at peewees" to him and he didnt even care... if he wasnt wasted he would never let me go walk to peewees at midnight by myself. hello! we live in the bronx... so i got there and i felt bad b/c it was so random and i dont think her mom was too happy when i was there. so i let my crying out then i was alright for the rest of the night. i woke up to her mom like banging pots and pans so i think she wanted us to wake up, but she was fine after that. i was really thankful for peewee letting me come over, but i dont think peewee realized how much i appreciated it. oh well. then i get home to see my baby cousin crying hysterically b/c he wanted his dad (his mom is my first cousin who was taken to the hospital cuz she had too much cough medicine or some shyt) and then my dads like 'whats wrong whats wrong' and im like nothing b/c he should know.
i cant type anymore b.c they changed the spot where the computer is and its soooo umcomfortable!!! ahhh... hate it. im definately going away to college so i dont have to deal with my parents... im thinking philly or boston. i need to be in a city... thats kinda in driving distance or that isnt hard to get to from nyc. i loved philly when i went over the summer, but a lot of ppl i know go to boston for college and they like it. who knows. i need to get outta here. i think ill go put my mom on a guilt trip. i <33 my smappers!!