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Oh Nando, you break my heart. What the fans are saying breaks my heart. Their anger and hurt break my heart. Imagining what you could be feeling right now breaks my heart, because I just know it couldn't have been easy for you to do what you did. But life goes on, it does. I guess we just loved you too much. Because honestly, these past few months it's beginning to feel like one of those things where love is a poison, where our love for you is suffocating you and just bringing you back to where you were when you were with Atletico and feeling the weight on your shoulders, and where your love for us is blinding us into not even considering the reality of a life without you. (Cheesy, I know.)
I guess too much love can be bad for both yourself and the fans. But I know that now I still love you and that as I type this I'm already forgiving you. Whether you're staying for good or still leaving us eventually. And I hope that others feel or would eventually feel the same. And whatever happens, I hope it would be for the best, for both you and us to be happy and unburdened and fulfilled.
P.S. There's always the fandom to turn to though, and I just know someone's going to write something angsty.
I guess too much love can be bad for both yourself and the fans. But I know that now I still love you and that as I type this I'm already forgiving you. Whether you're staying for good or still leaving us eventually. And I hope that others feel or would eventually feel the same. And whatever happens, I hope it would be for the best, for both you and us to be happy and unburdened and fulfilled.
P.S. There's always the fandom to turn to though, and I just know someone's going to write something angsty.