May 12, 2007 19:25
I was just sick. And i told myself that yesterday was the last time. Today really is the last time..and im starting the new diet tomoz which means i wont ever binge. Supposedly. Part of my is so optomistic and excited that im giong to do this new diet and that if i follow it i can loose weight and look good. But part of me just thinks...theres no way im going to keep toit. But then...y shudnt I? Im the only one who controls wat i eat. If i want to stick to the plan then simply hav to hav self control and not allow myself to binge. I KNOW that by the end of next week...if iv followed the plan, then i will be happy. And look nice..ish.