im scared

Sep 06, 2005 19:56

i finish uni this semester (next month actually) and up till now its been a good thing, but now its suddenly dawned on me. What the fuck am i doing next year??! I dont want this chapter of my life to end yet, i am not ready. I have two courses i wanna try and get into next year: nursing or kindergarten teaching... but what if i dont get into any of them? As i sit here typing this i should actually be doing my homework to ensure that i at least have a chance to get in somewhere else next year but now im unsure of if i even wanna finish this course. And i feel like ranting. If i dont get in anywhere next year then im thinking of working all year and travelling or something. Maybe do the Camp USA thing in July cos everyone whos done that seems to have enjoyed it. But i dunno.

And while im ranting, i wanna know, WHAT IS IT WITH STUPID BOYS AND NOT CALLING?! I hate dickheads. If boy in question does not call then good riddens to him i say. I think im bored with life. I wanna do something exciting. Maybe start with finally getting my license... but i wanna finally either move out or go overseas or something.
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