le sigh
I talked to her again. I make it sound like im 4 again and I just wet the sheets for the 3rd time in a row. Anyways, it's not like I feel bad or even that I shouldnt be talking to her. It usualy seems like things are finaly going to happen. Then you see the treu colours of her black-black rainbow. Maybe If I don't talk to her at the end of the week I'll feel better knowing im not wasting my time on a sketch bag. Sketch bags should eat a box full of sour patch kids in one sitting. Just so they know how it feels to have your brain implode with frustration.