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so last weeks have been pretty hard emotionaly. I find myself playing the nice guy routine with most of my ex's, when they getted dumped by the guy after me, and its realy wearing me down. Basicly what hapens is they call me up tell me they need someone, thats cool i can do that, but then from there they tell me how it happend and what they tell me matches 100% on how they dumped me. and then they continue by telling me "he was perfect, great, handsome, nothing was bad about him. best guy I ever dated" it realy hurts me to hear stuff like that, cause I know that i bust myself to make sure that I do nothing wrong. I guess the nice-guy-ex routine just sint for me, because everytime i do that i fell like i was just dumped again.