Aug 20, 2005 17:33
Pay is leaving today, just like everyone else. Like it'll always be.
I get to be melancholic today. I get to be cheesy, it doesn't matter that I'm upset because it always gets better. Change can be so difficult that I almost, ALMOST forget that not everything is temporary... not everything needs to come to an end if you hold onto it tightly.
And I know what I want to let slip through my fingers, and what I don't. I can prove it.
If only there were more friendships like the ones I have in the world, then maybe there wouldn't be such absolute shit going on. Brazil, Colombia, Mexico, Iraq, Israel... look them up (I'm getting political, deal with it).
A break from studying? Yes? Ok.