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Stand back. Super tired Coming through.
I want to jump in bed and cling to the soft silky covers and sleep forever.
But I can't so.
I want to hold onto your grasp and look into your mesmerizing eyes once more.
But I cant so.
I want to frollic around and know I am safe to do whatever I please
But I cant so.
I want to scream out vows and claim the rain mine..
But i cant so.
So I'll just sit here contemplating. Something that'll never be. Something long gone. It's always something, isn't it? always always awlays.
I don't want anything. Just your ears. So tip your ears close to me, and let me whisper my thoughts away...
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I"m losing in a one war battle with myself. o.x and my tummy hurts...
I wonder if anything would change if i wasn't here. I mean really. I think things would have been better. I just take up space. I rebel against my parents too much. I am an idiot. I'm ditzy. I am a failure. I'm too shy. I talk back a lot x.x. heh. im sorry mommy and daddy. i am just PMSing all the time. and.. teh world is agaisnt me? God. I am always whining. I need to stop.
I want to jump in bed and cling to the soft silky covers and sleep forever.
But I can't so.
I want to hold onto your grasp and look into your mesmerizing eyes once more.
But I cant so.
I want to frollic around and know I am safe to do whatever I please
But I cant so.
I want to scream out vows and claim the rain mine..
But i cant so.
So I'll just sit here contemplating. Something that'll never be. Something long gone. It's always something, isn't it? always always awlays.
I don't want anything. Just your ears. So tip your ears close to me, and let me whisper my thoughts away...
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I"m losing in a one war battle with myself. o.x and my tummy hurts...
I wonder if anything would change if i wasn't here. I mean really. I think things would have been better. I just take up space. I rebel against my parents too much. I am an idiot. I'm ditzy. I am a failure. I'm too shy. I talk back a lot x.x. heh. im sorry mommy and daddy. i am just PMSing all the time. and.. teh world is agaisnt me? God. I am always whining. I need to stop.