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Jun 02, 2005 11:02

Today is 9 months. wow it just dont seem that long. uhhh i can still see her smiling at me as i'm running out the door to go to amandas. Why didn't i say i love you, or atleast bye. I didnt say a word to her, i just looked at her..why? :( i know she had been real sick and is better off this way. but she didnt even deserve the sickness. why did this happen to her? she was a good person. i really would take her place if i could. i deserve it more than her. god, i miss her so much. its really the little things i miss, and i just miss her being around. She was always home when i got home from school with pizza bites and golden girls ready to go. Now i come home to a dark empty house. I really regret not sayin anything that night. RIP 9/2/04 - i love you!!!

Hmm sorry....anyways...

i'm supposed to go pick fire up from her "job" at 11:30...and then i dunno what we are gonna do. i suppose come back to my house as usual. I really have no plans for today, so if you wanna do something let me know. cuz i certainly dont wanna sit at home all day. Although i do need to finish cleaning my room. Well i'm going to go and finish watchin golden girls. have an awesome day!

i love you!!
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