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WoW, its fourth quarter guys, the last quarter everr of high-schoool, how incredibly scary is that. this year has been amazzzzinggg so far, and i have no doubt the last two months will be anything less than that. life in general is good, i guess? tobezz is absolutely perfect, i never knew someone could mean that much to me, and knowing that your feelings for a special someone is reciprocated is absolutely indescriable in words, i loveee you sooo soooo muchh!!! my friends are the bestesttt everrr and i am sooo appreciative, but still there's still something more to be desired in my life, it feels like something is kinda misssing, maybe that freedom or independence that i've always wanted, or spending moree time w/ all these amazzzinggg pplz in my life, and just live senior year to its fullest. idk...but nonetheless this year has been by far the best year of high schoool everrrr...i can't stress that enough, thank you guys (you know who you are) for absoltuely everythinggggg.
i guess this brings me to the whole college dilemma situation deal: so im pretty much down to st.johns or buffalo, and as of right now i think im goin to st.john's which kinda upsets me b/c i've been looking forward to college sooo sooooooo much, and now im not as excited as i thought i'd be. im sure it'll still be fun, and i will have more of a say on what i do, and when i want to do stuff, but still going to st.john's im gonna miss out on the whole dorming experience, and st.johns' kinda lacks the whole campus life deal, but the up side is nyc is right there, so idk. but the only thing w/ buffalo that makes me hesitate is the whole 3.5 deal, i don't really care about the weather anymore and stuffie, b/c its true no matter where i go its gonna be cold, whats the differnece w/ like just another month or so of snow? idk. but yeah i really didn't plan to work that hard in college, i was goin to work hard...but not extra extra hard and study every single night kinda deal, and at buffalo, if i go there, there's a big chance that will happen for the first year and half since a 3.5 at buffalo is just below an A- in every single class that i take. i know my potential and i know that i will work hard, but even knowing that i can't guarantee myself that i will get practically an A in every single one of my classesss, so buffalo kinda intimidates me in a way that i can't explain. and if i don't get that 3.5 GPA im really reallly reallly screwed. so blah =/ its most likely gonna be st.john's
but despite where im gonna end up, i realize i can't really do anything much about it anymore, so most of my focus is just concentrated on making the best of what we have left of senior year. SchNaP, only two more months, and we're goin to be graduatinggg smithtown high schoooL, and four months we're starting a whole new chapter in our lives. ahHhhH, so scary, we all betttttttterrr keeeep in touch!!!!!! =)
yupzyupz, but there's quite a few things to look forward to:
> spring break
> "little" jenni's sweet 16 [she's not really litttle, taller than me, but still im the big sis =)]
> my birthdayyy...lets seee who remembers which day it is =P
> prommm
> graduation
> westhamton
Oo SchNap, this year is passsing by way tooo quick
i guess this brings me to the whole college dilemma situation deal: so im pretty much down to st.johns or buffalo, and as of right now i think im goin to st.john's which kinda upsets me b/c i've been looking forward to college sooo sooooooo much, and now im not as excited as i thought i'd be. im sure it'll still be fun, and i will have more of a say on what i do, and when i want to do stuff, but still going to st.john's im gonna miss out on the whole dorming experience, and st.johns' kinda lacks the whole campus life deal, but the up side is nyc is right there, so idk. but the only thing w/ buffalo that makes me hesitate is the whole 3.5 deal, i don't really care about the weather anymore and stuffie, b/c its true no matter where i go its gonna be cold, whats the differnece w/ like just another month or so of snow? idk. but yeah i really didn't plan to work that hard in college, i was goin to work hard...but not extra extra hard and study every single night kinda deal, and at buffalo, if i go there, there's a big chance that will happen for the first year and half since a 3.5 at buffalo is just below an A- in every single class that i take. i know my potential and i know that i will work hard, but even knowing that i can't guarantee myself that i will get practically an A in every single one of my classesss, so buffalo kinda intimidates me in a way that i can't explain. and if i don't get that 3.5 GPA im really reallly reallly screwed. so blah =/ its most likely gonna be st.john's
but despite where im gonna end up, i realize i can't really do anything much about it anymore, so most of my focus is just concentrated on making the best of what we have left of senior year. SchNaP, only two more months, and we're goin to be graduatinggg smithtown high schoooL, and four months we're starting a whole new chapter in our lives. ahHhhH, so scary, we all betttttttterrr keeeep in touch!!!!!! =)
yupzyupz, but there's quite a few things to look forward to:
> spring break
> "little" jenni's sweet 16 [she's not really litttle, taller than me, but still im the big sis =)]
> my birthdayyy...lets seee who remembers which day it is =P
> prommm
> graduation
> westhamton
Oo SchNap, this year is passsing by way tooo quick