she really did have it all

[broknpromises23]

I've come to the conclusion that so far, this year is shaping up to be pretty crappy. Nothing good has happened. Everything sucks right now. I've realized that I really don't have to many people backing me up lately. I've lost two friends to moving, and really don't talk to them anymore. I've lost my best friend to a guy, and I don't even remember

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[pinkaardvark]

Krista! Talk to me :(

Walter sensed something was wrong with you...but I didnt notice anything on the phone :( He was right :(

Please talk...if ya need, remember i dont do nething during the day ;) lol

[broknpromises23]

Thank you, you have no idea how much I appreciate the people that are there for me :)

[punchingcoma]

Kris :( Even though we haven't talked I'm always here if you ever are feeling crappy..or for anyone reason at all. I hope things start looking up for you...you always have friends around that care about you and want to see you happy...don't give up.
Remember a few years ago when we both wanted to give up on everything? We hated our damn school, the people that went there, hell, we hated everyone! *except eachother of course ;)* Things turned around (even though we were still stuck in that freaking school) hah thing's got better. There's always people for you to talk to. My cell is open anytime you need to use it.

[broknpromises23]

Yeah I remember that. And it was so easy to get through because I had you to go to for everything. Even though you say you'd be there for me (which you probably would if I called you and wanted to talk) it's not the same anymore. I can't just call you up if I need to get out of my house. We can't just go driving around and laugh about nothing so we both feel better. Our relationship just isn't the same and it really sucks. I hate not having a best friend anymore.

[cmbmeb1]

I'm sorry, but "a guy"?

[cmbmeb1]

And reading further into the responses, we're all always here for you. I'm always on AIM willing to talk (hey, nobody msg's me!), I always have a cell at my side, and if you make plans I'll be more than happy to meet up.

I'm sure the same goes for anyone else you know.

However, if you're dangling from a cliff, don't ignore the stretched-out hands.

[broknpromises23]

Thank you for saying you'd be willing to talk to me.

[broknpromises23]

Sorry, I figured "guy" would be an appropriate term to describe you.

[punchingcoma]

My two cents:

Krista when we got together over the summer we had a long talk about where our friendship stood. In no way then were we going to stop being friends. I honestly didn't think it would happen. We both were in agreement that what we had was slowly drifting from us.
When school started times for us to hang out were slimming even more. We were both busy with school, homework, jobs, and trying to find time to see our significant others. I feel badly that I was usually busy on the weekends and I wish you understood then the reason why I was. It wasn't out of ditching friends in any way.
After certain events I really did think you were just pissed off at me. I was scared to face you..scared to talk to you..which was a first. I didn't want to face someone who I was once so close to and hear all the reasons whereI went wrong. It seemed that you were placing the ending of our frienship solely on me

[broknpromises23]

To me, that's what he is. Damn, it's not like I called him and ass or something. And yes, I was being a smart ass, I admitted that. If you guys don't like what I write in here, don't read it. It's as simple as that. I feel, as I already mentioned above, that you ditched me for him and that's all there is to it. No one is going to convince me otherwise. If you think differently, then think whatever you want. I'm not telling you how to think, am I? Did I ask him to offer his time to me? No. So do I have the right to be a smart ass? Yes. I really do not think I should be told what to do by people who have no respect for others. And don't argue with that because you know what I'm talking about..