I am very angry at you right now.
Very angry. And hurt, and confused and-- even though I was somewhat happier today than I have been for this past week-- very unhappy right now, and very angry.
You told me to write and to speak to you, that you perferred I be brutal and honest than quiet and closed off from you. This is the only way that I can say everything I feel I want/need ( Read more... )
I'm glad you don't regret anything you said. I have a slight problem with the way i said it, but the core values are still the same. to the rest of this question, the reason I posed the "what are you doing this for?" was not because I thought you would want me back. In fact, I was hoping you wouldn't want to touch me with a 9-foot pole. It was because I thought, if you and i had been going out, you would have appreciated your girl-guyfriend to not say anything that would get you into trouble, right? The whole golden rule-- 'do unto others what you would have them do unto you'. If you didn't want to get into trouble when we were going out, and i'm in the same situation now as I was then, isn't it common to believe that I do not want to get into trouble if i am in the same circumstance? If so, wouldn't have been nicer just to be a little more quiet about it?
2. "i did not put you in this situation. perhaps i have not done anything to make it better. you knew the risks involved same as you knew the risks involved between you and me."
True, I knew the risks, but I also knew the chances of keeping those risks at bay were much larger and much more real without having to worry about being reported. True, you did not put me in this situation. True, you did not help it. I would have appreciated it if you had helped it. I didn't want you to be a catalyst.\
True, the risks involved with you and me were the same as this. I can't explain it in words, but this is different.
3. "Ms. cad seeks no revenge and sees nothing that she needs to report. i do not wish to see you fall. and i hope that you see that. i do not see how that you think that i would make it seem that you had sexual relations or why you think i would."
I know Ms. Cad is not spiteful like that. i don't think would seek any revenge for any reason. But the point is that she, as an educator, is under OBLIGATION to tell the school board if any illegal activity is going on with a student. I'm not worried about revenge. I'm worried about obligation. Ms. Cad is cool like that, but it's a double-edged sword. i also never said that you told her Keith and I were having sexual relations. What I am saying was that She knew Keith got laid by somebody over the spring trip, and she had a suspicion that it was a student, possibly even under the age of 18. I'm saying, it looks really bad that the student could have been me. I'm not saying you said that, but I am saying that the conclusions that could be made don't look like anything good.
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