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it seems after a year i would of had enough...in the begining it was great but with the last couple months its just been going down hill...i keep thinking it will go back to the way it was before but nothing has been ok for a while...he keeps saying that things will get better that it will just take a little more time...I should revolve my life around him...he wants me to go to new york...i dont know what to do...i want to trust him...belive it will get better...go to new york...live happily ever after...but i dont think that will happen...but this is all new...i guess we'll see...well...thats all to vent...