I Cried

[brokncellardoor]

I cried again tonight
For pain
For the loss of you
For never seeing you again
But mostly for me

I cried again tonight
For stress
For the fights
For the problems around us
But, in honesty, for me

I cried again tonight
For sadness
For depression
For the person I'll never be
In selfishness, I cried for me

I cried again tonight
For emptiness
For loneliness
For the person I'll never be
For all that's inside me

I cried again tonight
For fear of the future
For pain in the past
For uncertainty
For all the nothingness in me
(April 2003)