Nov 02, 2005 00:55
today i woke up feeling like crap. headache all day and generally depressed and vulnerable. went to the starbucks and got one of the cat bears that was on sale now. yay. his name is franklin, like the pumpkin. went to fred meyers. which is more of a walk than id prefer but its food stamp day. i knew i wasnt doing well but i wanted to get food. so we went. and then i started freaking out. and ithought i saw things but then they turned out to be other things. and i was running around being wierd. and then i called dodger from the toy section and had him come get me and we left and he and jess and i started to walk back but i wasnt doing well and i was meowing and crying. finally got home. calmed down. been watching tv. my head is hurting really bad and my tummy hurts too. its been a bad day. but i have food again. not that i feel well enogh to eat it.
sick,
depression