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Lastnight was ... fun
After school I went and got Josh and we went to Amandas. Her and Adria are ADDICTED to Halo Live...they were attached to the hip with that game. I put mascara on Josh haha.
Gavin called, we met them at Eat N Park. it was a little awkward.
I took Joshua home.
Me Gavin Erik and Lythande went to the movies, they MADE me see Hitch, AGAIN! But, its ok.
When a boy tells you that you look so pretty...that just kills me.
Oh man, I dunno. I just had a permanent smile.
Minus the fact that he threw my cigarettes away haha.
I'm a little upset right now, reading things that people write. Make me feel really...horrible? I guess? I don't know. I don't like to think that for a year and 3 months or something, that I was the worst girlfriend on this planet. I hate hate hate thinking/knowing that. I need to change that outlook. fast.
Wasting a lifetime
Trying to find love
Nothing happens
No hope, no girl
Suddenly see her
But ten years before
Can't do anything
Used to be friends, nothing more
Now realized affection
Can go no further
Lost a lifetime
And lost desire
Try to forget
But can't
Try to die
But don't
Mind suddenly gone
No end is near
Nothing to do now
But go on
Working tonight 3-7 running to OrangeSt. because I cant miss them for the 3rd time in a row.
Tomorrow morning 6:45AM choir contest, work 5-10 chris' party. I cannot wait.
After school I went and got Josh and we went to Amandas. Her and Adria are ADDICTED to Halo Live...they were attached to the hip with that game. I put mascara on Josh haha.
Gavin called, we met them at Eat N Park. it was a little awkward.
I took Joshua home.
Me Gavin Erik and Lythande went to the movies, they MADE me see Hitch, AGAIN! But, its ok.
When a boy tells you that you look so pretty...that just kills me.
Oh man, I dunno. I just had a permanent smile.
Minus the fact that he threw my cigarettes away haha.
I'm a little upset right now, reading things that people write. Make me feel really...horrible? I guess? I don't know. I don't like to think that for a year and 3 months or something, that I was the worst girlfriend on this planet. I hate hate hate thinking/knowing that. I need to change that outlook. fast.
Wasting a lifetime
Trying to find love
Nothing happens
No hope, no girl
Suddenly see her
But ten years before
Can't do anything
Used to be friends, nothing more
Now realized affection
Can go no further
Lost a lifetime
And lost desire
Try to forget
But can't
Try to die
But don't
Mind suddenly gone
No end is near
Nothing to do now
But go on
Working tonight 3-7 running to OrangeSt. because I cant miss them for the 3rd time in a row.
Tomorrow morning 6:45AM choir contest, work 5-10 chris' party. I cannot wait.