Mar 01, 2005 20:02
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I am...in a bad mood for the first time in weeks.
I really have no reason to be either. Maybe because HE'S happy, and yeah it makes me glad because we're both over eachother now. But, I don't know.
I'm not even going to talk about it on here. because SOMEONE will freak out and act 12.
I think I like a boy, and I don't know, we've spent the weekend with eachother and it was amazing, he keeps calling me, and I was supposed to go over there today but the weather was too bad, and telling me he got dressed up, was really cute. They're awesome. They got me my money back and got me a cd player? Like, no one would do that, I don't think.
I wish they lived closer to home.
I'm just hoping for something good to come my way, it needs to. I deserve it.
Yeah, waiting is better...to get to know someone.
no one even cares about this. what the hell amd i doing. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck...
oK, I'm dumb, who am I kidding. This kid is amazing. And Lythande and I are making dinner and desert for him and erik on thursday and we're gonna eat on a blanket in the empty room. =) eee!