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Nov 11, 2004 21:45

yeah...

today i went to peq. with tray, i hung out with jay and then i went and hung out with tray and riss... then we went home

me and tiff were talking on the phone.. and we started talking bout jesse and everything.. i feel so bad i don't even know the kid... but even thinking bout it makes me cry.. anyway we got into talking bout drugs, and dieing, and crying, and her uncle jack.. i wish i was there for her when he died.. if there is anything i could do to make up for it i would.. and we got off the phone and i started thinking bout alot of things.. then i started crying haha i can't help myself anymore ill get very depressed all of a sudden and start crying idk whats wrong with me.
im also sooo lucky, like i don't appericiate how good my life is...instead i just complain about every small little thing that goes on in my life.. for now on im gonna try to help other people cuz alot more people are going through so much tough shit right now and i don't even attempt to help them....

ya thats my update...p.s im still crying haha

tiff i love you sooo much ... ur always here for me and ill always be here for you! best friends forever =]

xO jess
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