Feb 24, 2008 00:20
So I either did something stupid. Or something good. I don't know yet.
I just wanted to tell you...that I am happy for you.
You deserve this opportunity to be with someone who you
can love and make happy, and vice verca. I wanted to
wish you the best of luck. And, I just wanted to say
that if you're happy then I am happy.
I say all this because I realized something,
At this moment there are six billion, five hundred and two million, eight hundred and sixty seven thousand, one hundred and twenty people in the world, give or take a few. And sometimes all you need is one. For better or for worse.
The thing is...there is never a time when you will be more honest, and your convictions will be stronger, and your motives will be more pure than they are right now. Which means you should chase whatever excites you. Be confident, and take risks, and just forget my words in the last message i sent you, paint over them and… make your own destiny.
I wrote that to Johnny. I really do want him to be happy. I still don't believe she's good enough for him. But if he does...then fiine, i'm not gonna fight it. forget it. anyways.
stephanie got into a car accident. that was scary =/ her car was totalled so that's kinda shitty. i'm gonna have to pick up her shifts, which is kinda good for me, but bad for her i guess. =( i hope everything gets gooood.
i'm a little discontent lately. not much motivation in me. not much creativity. just kinda waking up to the same day every day. i dunno.
is there nothing left now? nothing left to sing? are there any left who haven't kissed the enemy? is this the new year or just another desperation? does justice ever find you? do the wicked never lose? is there any other songs to sing besides these blues? and nothing is okay until the world caves in...
til the world caves in..