i guess im not prepared to say goodbye

[brokinhartsclub]

All that I have found in reason
Is reason just to not believe
When all that you're left is treason
Is treason just to let it be
I'm looking for a song to sing
Looking for a friend to borrow
I'm looking for my radio
So that I might find a heart to follow
I've never been just longing for your loving
I've never been just wearing down to nothing
I've never been just looking for a reason
So that maybe you'll be thinking of me...

those words have never been more true.

i'll never be prepared to say goodbye to you. ill never want to say goodbye to you. i want so badly to hate you, but i cant. i love you too much to ever try to hate you. i know that you are happy ... even if its not with me.

i will always love you. no matter how hard i try not too.