no love just lies
Everyone else just lies to me, they say your a dream.
I never think I'll trust someone again. If the people I'm related to are shitheads that are supposed to give a flying fuck about me then I hate to think whats going through peoples heads that are alLOWED to hate me. I don't know who Caroline is because I thought I had a pretty good idea but apparently nobody knows who she is and IM just misinformed. It seems that the Caroline everyone else knows is not who I though I was..maybe people should pay attention to something other than whispers.
Hi ho hi ho its off to court we go....once again---7 FUCKINg years wasn't long enough so lets go back to court and fight about some more things. But lets keep Caroline right in between us and feed her lies everyday that go back and forth back and forth. Why is everyone such a liar? EVERYone. I'm not an idiot. "oh here why dont i do something nice to benefit you thats selfless for ONCE in my life" (not that dads are supposed to do that ever) "oh wait--i hope you dont find out that I was just going to use it to try to DECREASE all the child support i send you. hope you dont know i was just doing it for myself while i lied about it and acted like i cared...secretly i could just print out a paper in court and screw you over even worse."
I wish he just gave a shit. just once. One F ing time in his life--he's a great actor and I fall for it everytime maybe cuz i want to.
why is there nothing i can hold onto right now to keep me from slipping. true what they say "all your true friends will stick around and know who you really are--it's a good test." so what happens when no one does?
I never think I'll trust someone again. If the people I'm related to are shitheads that are supposed to give a flying fuck about me then I hate to think whats going through peoples heads that are alLOWED to hate me. I don't know who Caroline is because I thought I had a pretty good idea but apparently nobody knows who she is and IM just misinformed. It seems that the Caroline everyone else knows is not who I though I was..maybe people should pay attention to something other than whispers.
Hi ho hi ho its off to court we go....once again---7 FUCKINg years wasn't long enough so lets go back to court and fight about some more things. But lets keep Caroline right in between us and feed her lies everyday that go back and forth back and forth. Why is everyone such a liar? EVERYone. I'm not an idiot. "oh here why dont i do something nice to benefit you thats selfless for ONCE in my life" (not that dads are supposed to do that ever) "oh wait--i hope you dont find out that I was just going to use it to try to DECREASE all the child support i send you. hope you dont know i was just doing it for myself while i lied about it and acted like i cared...secretly i could just print out a paper in court and screw you over even worse."
I wish he just gave a shit. just once. One F ing time in his life--he's a great actor and I fall for it everytime maybe cuz i want to.
why is there nothing i can hold onto right now to keep me from slipping. true what they say "all your true friends will stick around and know who you really are--it's a good test." so what happens when no one does?