One by one I drowned all of the people I had been...
Wow...at the time when the most shit has happened i havent updated. proly because livejournal is pretty dumb but thats fine. Sooo my dad's wedding is tomorrow (yay ben coming with me i love you) and i have to walk down the aisle god i think itd b funny if i fell. im wearing black and i think thats kind of weird and i have to read a poem.hm. im not allowed to make a toast about how my dads been married 246587 times although i was going to---it got veteod and i am to sit quietly. this sucks a little bit but w.e
i have to write 17000 papers and study and im not going to because i have no discipline.
i have so many letters to write to people
i have so many people that need to sign my yearbook
i went to dorney park yesterday even though i am not in physics. caith let me just say you should take your shirt off more often. ahem.
got a letter from kerry crew in the mail saying i should come to lake george..i cant seem to escape this...i guess i dont even want to. "Everyday is still very hard, I just miss Brian so much" says his mom. im useless to things like this. i have nothing to say to help. sit cry and say me too?
went to jeffs after dorney with lauren...kuhn didnt come because well..ppl are fuckups. alec and jimmy are assholes but somehow put-up-with-able. i was thrown into the pool and got hypothermia. i love kelsi but was thrown in the pool b4 i could finish talking to her on the phone.
say and cried with lauren listening to the CD she made me...(even though she sent me home with her matchbook romance CD NOT mine) and i really dont think it has hit me how sad this is...im leaving everything i know and im scared as fuck. i have no idea how im going to do shit without some of you guys...and ill just fucking dissapear like every other kid has after they left westtown. pretty depressing. even the wrong words seem to rhyme...finally find that you and I collide? maybe not.......?
i have to write 17000 papers and study and im not going to because i have no discipline.
i have so many letters to write to people
i have so many people that need to sign my yearbook
i went to dorney park yesterday even though i am not in physics. caith let me just say you should take your shirt off more often. ahem.
got a letter from kerry crew in the mail saying i should come to lake george..i cant seem to escape this...i guess i dont even want to. "Everyday is still very hard, I just miss Brian so much" says his mom. im useless to things like this. i have nothing to say to help. sit cry and say me too?
went to jeffs after dorney with lauren...kuhn didnt come because well..ppl are fuckups. alec and jimmy are assholes but somehow put-up-with-able. i was thrown into the pool and got hypothermia. i love kelsi but was thrown in the pool b4 i could finish talking to her on the phone.
say and cried with lauren listening to the CD she made me...(even though she sent me home with her matchbook romance CD NOT mine) and i really dont think it has hit me how sad this is...im leaving everything i know and im scared as fuck. i have no idea how im going to do shit without some of you guys...and ill just fucking dissapear like every other kid has after they left westtown. pretty depressing. even the wrong words seem to rhyme...finally find that you and I collide? maybe not.......?