Bye Bye Balls

Nov 22, 2004 20:36

Awww, Jinxie was neutered today. I called the vet to see how he was, and they told me everything went great. So I will be picking him up around two tomorrow. And I am so pissed because I remembered today that I need to get the oil changed on my car. I already have a million things to do tomorrow, but guess I'll have to squeeze that in now.

I had some weird dream last night. I was in Toys R Us, and Mike was working there. He walked by me and my sister, and I said something like "OMG he is so hot." And he turned around and said hey, then why don't we go out sometime? So I gave him my number, and then the dream got really bizzare, but I can't really recall what happened. *Sigh* Mike is so damn hot. Haha, and if he would break up with his girlfriend we would be going at it like rabbits. I seriously don't get it...he always talks about me, and tells everyone how much he likes me....yet he is engaged. The running joke is that I will be his third wife. Which is fine by me. God he is so hot. And so nice. And did I mention how hot he is?

Fuck...speaking of dreams, I had a dream about Ryan the other day. WTF? I got over him years ago. Seriosuly, why am I dreaming about a guy I had a crush on in middle/high school? He's an ass and I'm not interested anymore. At least I don't THINK I am. Maybe my subconcious is trying to tell me something? Shit....I don't know. Maybe I'm not as over him as I thought I was. But it's been something like three years since I decided to get over liking him. So I shouldn't be having damn dreams about him. I guess maybe it's because I have a class with one of his exes, and everytime I see her I start thinking about him. Not thinking about him in an "Oh I want him way" but more like, oh, they dated, hah. I haven't even seen Ryan since the beginning of the school year. That's what I liked about UK...I never had to worry about running into him. But now I do. Just because I haven't seen him in a few months doesn't mean I won't tomorrow. But next semester a lot of my classes will be off-campus in the ag area, so hopefully I won't have to deal with even his exes anymore. This whole thing just confuses me even more now. It's like, maybe I've been lying to myself all these years, and I really do like him still. But I DON'T! Gah.

DAMNIT MIKE, GET SINGLE ASAP!!!
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