Christmas sucks
Yet again another entry full of me bitching so beware.
Like I suspected Christmas sucked.Good presents but most are dvd's which I can't watch cuz everyone downstairs hogs the DVD players and has a fit if I try to use one.Took a nap and wasn't awake when Christian called so now he's with Tara and Warren going to Tom's.I just wanna give him his presents and smoke a fuckin blunt and he's being an asshole to me and I'm sitting here crying yet again.I am so sick of this.I can't put up with it anymore.I don't deserve it.It's fuckin Christmas and I'm sitting home alone crying because of some piece of shit not worth my time.Let me tell you when i find someone worth it I'm gonna tell Christian to take his fuckin rules and shove them up his ass.But until than,I'm going to have to keep bowing down to the almighty Christian.I am really starting to hate him more and more though.He seriously humiliates me.Talks to me like a piece of crap and expects me to come and hang out with everyone who just sat there and heard him tell me I'm a worthless pile of shit.I really do hate my life.I hope I get hit by a fuckin car because I'm sick of all the bullshit and I'm not happy one bit.
Like I suspected Christmas sucked.Good presents but most are dvd's which I can't watch cuz everyone downstairs hogs the DVD players and has a fit if I try to use one.Took a nap and wasn't awake when Christian called so now he's with Tara and Warren going to Tom's.I just wanna give him his presents and smoke a fuckin blunt and he's being an asshole to me and I'm sitting here crying yet again.I am so sick of this.I can't put up with it anymore.I don't deserve it.It's fuckin Christmas and I'm sitting home alone crying because of some piece of shit not worth my time.Let me tell you when i find someone worth it I'm gonna tell Christian to take his fuckin rules and shove them up his ass.But until than,I'm going to have to keep bowing down to the almighty Christian.I am really starting to hate him more and more though.He seriously humiliates me.Talks to me like a piece of crap and expects me to come and hang out with everyone who just sat there and heard him tell me I'm a worthless pile of shit.I really do hate my life.I hope I get hit by a fuckin car because I'm sick of all the bullshit and I'm not happy one bit.