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Oct 09, 2005 10:23

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I want anyone who sees this to go to this^ and look at the picture.

Ya see the two girls? The one on the left is Stephanie Johnson.

The one on the right is her sister, Tiffany.

Tiffany died last month in a car accident.

And her death is still haunting me.

Which is bad.

I hardly knew the girl. She was in my first period Chorus class with me. She would make the entire class laugh, just from being silly.

And when she died, I didnt know it was her.

I didnt recognize the name to be her. I knew she was a Tiffany...but I didnt know her last name. And when I finally figured out it was *her*...I felt like such an ass. I should have know it was her.

And now almost a month has past, and I still find myself thinking about her. At odd moments. Like last night, I was IMing my friends, and all of a sudden....I start thinking of Tiffany.

When she first died...that week I think I wrote 2 or 3 songs about her.

I'll let yall read one:

"A Song for Us to Die to"

I cried for you the other day.
You're no longer a few seats away.
You're no longer singing near me.
You're no longer laughing and happy.
You can't do what you used to.
And we want you to know that we miss you.

My heart breaks when I think about it.
The way you were gone, just like that.
SHE misses you more than anyone.

Sing a song for us to die to.
The violins are playing a song for you.
And we miss you.
And we wish you didn't go.

I'm trying not to think about you....
but I'm finding that very hard to do.
It's like an obsession
that I have for no reason.
And you know I never knew you,
but thinking of you is all I can do.

It's just way too fucking tragic....
it almost seems like it shouldn't have happened.

Sing a song for us to die to.
The violins are playing for you.
And we miss you.
And we wish you didn't go.

Sing a song for us to die to.
The violins are playing for you.
And we miss you.
And we wish you didn't go.

It was all just too sudden.
You left my heart with nothing
but a sick, sad, sorry numb
that developed when you were gone.

So...

Sing a song for us to celebrate
the life you lived before that day.
And we love you.
And we just want you to know that.

*sigh*
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