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.x.Happy Holidays.x.
yeah. so its been awhile since i've written on here. just been working lately and holiday bullshit. but it seems lately that im bored. odd i know. anyways. i think i've come to the conclusion that im bi-polar. i dont say that to be fuckin cool. i dont care what you think of me. i know my own emotions and feelings. and this is what i feel. one minute im fine and dandy. the next i go into instant depression mode. it sucks. i hate it. i need to go see a doctor. two years ago, i had a really bad break up with my first love. anybody whos had a first love would understand. so when we broke up, i had to see a psychologist. cuz i couldn't take the break up well. even to this day i get sad every now and then. its weird though. cuz i've had relationships after that. been with guys. yadda yadda. anyways. i need some encouragement. someone IM me on AIM? 'xpoisonkills' <333 xo