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[brokenxxsilence]

.x.I'm Sick Of It All.x.

i'm sick of trying. it seems like nothing i do matters. nothing i do seems to mean anything. in the end, it's all a waste of time. i loved you. but we just fight to much. i'm sick of it all. everyday. everynight. a fight. question after question. curse word after curse word. yelling. fighting. screaming. i'm sick of it

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[brokenxxsilence]

yes it is sad chris. but this is NOT how i would rather be. i'm fuckin sick and tired of always being the bad guy. always having the fuckin blame. always seeming to be in the wrong. well you know what, your words as of last night were so hurtful..that i had to CRY myself to sleep. no i'm not asking for fuckin pitty. i am woken up. i wanted to work things out. but i'm just sick of the fighting. i'm sick of that you cannot trust me. even if you're life depended on it! i have done NOTHING to the point where you can't trust me. so what that i make comments. so what? that doesn't mean shit. i'm with you 24/7. every single day. every single night. i'm there. with only you. how can you not see that? maybe you're the one who needs to wake the fuck up and realize some things were better left unsaid and left alone. but no. you HAD to bring every little thing up. and that caused a number of fights. i'm sorry fighting meant more to you than me. i guess you couldn't see through that. well maybe this will waken you up. or maybe not. i don't know. maybe you'll figure out that i wasn't the one for you. so i guess now you can go meet someone new. cuz obviously i wasn't doing the things you wanted me too. well just know that i loved you. you've been the only guy i've been with for this long. i truely did love you with all my heart. i hope nothing but the best for you and your future. maybe in time we'll be back together. maybe not. who knows. goodbye. <3