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i've come to the conclusion as of last night that i'm sick of not having friends.
i mean, am i doing something wrong?
i think i'm too nice. overly trusting and giving.
all my so-called friends fucked me over.
i'm left with nobody.
even some that said they wouldn't ever do that to me.
some that said friends were like family. til the end.
bull shit to that.
i'm sick and tired of being played like a fool.
all i ever wanted was a few friends.
instead i get crap.
sometimes i sit in my room.
thinking to myself, maybe i should be like those people who hurt me.
maybe then i'll have friends.
cuz i'll be fake just like them.
why can't i be like those people who have friends that would die for them?
i hate being me
i mean, am i doing something wrong?
i think i'm too nice. overly trusting and giving.
all my so-called friends fucked me over.
i'm left with nobody.
even some that said they wouldn't ever do that to me.
some that said friends were like family. til the end.
bull shit to that.
i'm sick and tired of being played like a fool.
all i ever wanted was a few friends.
instead i get crap.
sometimes i sit in my room.
thinking to myself, maybe i should be like those people who hurt me.
maybe then i'll have friends.
cuz i'll be fake just like them.
why can't i be like those people who have friends that would die for them?
i hate being me