everything will just fade.

[brokenxxboy]

i haven't updated in a while. i was too busy learning some things. for one, i'm not going to lose sleep over some pointless shit. nothing will matter in a year from now. most people and relationships just fade, and that's the sad and blunt truth.

and also from now on i will stop fabricating fantasies. i'm done with creating things that are untrue in my head, because nothing works that way. i don't want to lie to myself.

and finally, enough with the pessimism. i really need to quit this shit.