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sometimes i hate myself..
i dont see how i can talk to my friends and even to complete strangers about anything but when it comes to the person i should open up to or talk to about everything and anything i cant find the words.
every relationship im in i can never be myself around the person and say what i need to say or even think of anything at all to say and it sucks, i feel like im a boring girlfriend cause i can never think of anything to do or say when im with them and i just kinda sit there like a zombie im so stupid!! and i dont know what i can do to change it i mean we me and david first met the thing that he liked most about me was my personality and now i feel like i dont have one.
brad says i cant think of anything cause im trying to hard to impress him cause im afraid he'll leave.
i dont see how i can talk to my friends and even to complete strangers about anything but when it comes to the person i should open up to or talk to about everything and anything i cant find the words.
every relationship im in i can never be myself around the person and say what i need to say or even think of anything at all to say and it sucks, i feel like im a boring girlfriend cause i can never think of anything to do or say when im with them and i just kinda sit there like a zombie im so stupid!! and i dont know what i can do to change it i mean we me and david first met the thing that he liked most about me was my personality and now i feel like i dont have one.
brad says i cant think of anything cause im trying to hard to impress him cause im afraid he'll leave.