I've made up my mind :::::::::::::: There is no such thing as summer love...
So I haven't had a real entry in a long time. Until now. Let's see, summer is coming up..I'm kind of sad about that...I'm just going to miss everyone at school a lot. I think I'm going to be really bored..Friday, school was pretty nice. Except, we didn't get to eat lunch outside because it was raining :( We ate lunch in the cafeteria and oo was it fun...Everyone had this mock trial thing at school, and D had to dress up for it. Well, he never changed his outfit so he looked really nice and clean..And at lunch chelle wasn't there because she went home sick, so me and Oksana threw plastic keys to plastic handcuffs down D's shirt...it clearly was too easy. I've tried doing that to so many people, but it never actually worked. Yesterday was fun. I went shopping and I bought chocolates...mm they were good. This is sad, I have nothing to talk about. Oh well, at least I can come to terms with that and I'm not those other people who actually babble on about nothing and they think it's the fucking funniest thing in the world... EOCT is on wednesday.. NOOO I don't want to study damnit! I think I'm going to summer school. Don't jump to conclusions, I'm not going because I've failed anything! I'm going because my parents and I think it's a good idea to just get a head start for next year. Since I'm taking Algebra now, in summer school I'll be taking Geometry so I'll be a little bit ahead for next year.. I hope it works out...Wellp, I'm getting 3 rolls of film developed so hopefully I'll have them by like thursday so I can post them..I took pictures of like the lunch crew and of lulu and casey and ally and all them. My birthday is comming up! YAY! Not until July, but I'm still really excited! I want to have a huge party. But I don't know yet what i'm going to do, I have an idea, but I don't know if I'm actually going to do it. Damnit, I know this will sound really desperate but I really miss having someone I like more than a friend. I've never had that! I mean, I have had boyfriends, but I mean I was a lot younger and I didn't get to experience like the real happiness you get. I haven't had a boyfriend in like 2 years. I don't know why, but I see people pairing off and just holding hands and it's so like.....disappointing ... But whatever, if it's supposed to happen it will.
Anyway, I have nothing more to say..so goodbye...
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