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I haven't updated too much about my life. Well, let's see.
Two weeks ago, I would have written how school was going pretty well. I would have said that my relationship was normal, but I was a bit apprehensive.
One week ago, I would say I was falling behind a bit in school, but nothing I couldn't handle. I would have said that my relationship was ending because I am too afraid of getting hurt later on.
And today, I will say that I'm still letting myself get a bit out of control. -deep breath...- I HAVE TO LEAVE MY HOUSE. -exhale-. There I said it. I really have to get out of here. I love my parents to pieces, they really, truly are the most important people to me. But this environment, these circumstances, are all piled up in front of me so high, that I can't see the point of continuing. I need to better MYSELF, and then maybe I'll come home or something.
I really hope this passes over soon. I want to start functioning and be more productive. I have so much to DO in life.
More to ponder later.
Two weeks ago, I would have written how school was going pretty well. I would have said that my relationship was normal, but I was a bit apprehensive.
One week ago, I would say I was falling behind a bit in school, but nothing I couldn't handle. I would have said that my relationship was ending because I am too afraid of getting hurt later on.
And today, I will say that I'm still letting myself get a bit out of control. -deep breath...- I HAVE TO LEAVE MY HOUSE. -exhale-. There I said it. I really have to get out of here. I love my parents to pieces, they really, truly are the most important people to me. But this environment, these circumstances, are all piled up in front of me so high, that I can't see the point of continuing. I need to better MYSELF, and then maybe I'll come home or something.
I really hope this passes over soon. I want to start functioning and be more productive. I have so much to DO in life.
More to ponder later.