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Honestly , I just want to curl up& hide ..or just go far away. Because I'm so fucking suffocated ..I can barely go a few days without freaking out. Basically this entry is for all my friends- I'm sorry if I'm failing you as a friend . I feel like I can't be there for anyone anymore, let alone myself. I really don't know what to say. I'm not dependable. It's just not working for me right now. I don't think I've yet to fail as a person, but for now..I'm just out of sync and I can't keep pretending I'm not.