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This feels soooo wrong, that Christie isn't coming. I mean, I wish I knew how to show how badly it hurts. I feel like everything has just come to a halt. I've been sitting in my kitchen for almost 3 hours not really doing anything; just thinking and listening to music. Even before I knew she wasn't coming, all I've been thinking about the past couple of weeks is how much I really want to go back to Italy. And now I can't stop crying over this because I can't believe how long I'll have to wait. If I had known before, I would have bought a ticket for the summer months ago, but now it;s too late and too expensive. I'm not sure. If I can find a last minute ticket, I think I'll go visit for maybe less than a week; I'm not sure.
Somethin's gotta give..
Somethin's gotta give..