Aug 09, 2007 11:37
So, Orlando, Florida, here I come.
I've been thinking about it for a really really really long time, and I think I want to go back for a while. It'll make me greatly appreciate Los Angeles soooo much more. I just really hate Los Angeles, and pretty much all of southern California at the moment. I just need to get away. Plus, there's a lot of things in Florida that I need to take care of for a little bit. It's been over a year and half since I was there last, and that's when I moved there, I just need to go and visit and see all my friends and stuff and hopefully I will get out of it exactly what I am hoping for. I am going to have a job though, which is a good thing. The only thing keeping me from going right now is the fact that I don't have a place to live. Soo, :] , if you know of a place Jenn can stayyyy telll mee, pleaseee!!
Anyways, I hate arguing with people over stupid bullshit. Honestly, okay, if you liked someone for a REALLY long time okay, and they've known for a really long time, and you guys aren't together, don't you think that there's something preventing you guys being together?? Oh, let's say.. They DON'T FUCKING LIKE YOU?? Honestly, don't play mind games with people if your heart belongs to someone else, in hopes that you're going to get over them. I'm not a fucking rebound, nor can I keep you occupied until you're over that person.. I'm sorry, that's not how I roll. I just wanna be happy, and it's bullshit that girls named Alison keeps fucking it up for me.
I hope I'm making the right decision to go back to Florida for a while. I'm going to plan on saving my money and go across the country when I decide to leave. Which will be chill, I will have a camera, and a laptop, and a car, and I'm going to go visit a lot of places that I know that I've always wanted, but will probably never because I'm too lazy, haha.
Ewww, my ex boyfriend, Shea, keeps messaging me on Myspace. Seriously, get overr it. You got your shrek ass girlfriend pregnant and you're going to try to come back to me? Don't think soooo. I've already been hurt soo many times with you, it's never going to happen and now since you got her pregnant and this will be your SECOND kid, don't you think that you're stupid already?
Bullshit..
Anyways, I guess a lot of my Orlando friends decided that I was never going to come back or talk to them again, so they deleted me off their Myspace. Whatever.. I'll find a place to stay haha. I keep posting bulletins and only one person has really replied back soo far and I don't know. I just need to be close to Downtown Disney... Anyone?
Hmm, anyways, right now, I am at work just chillin like always.. I'm really going to miss this job a lot. Seriously, sitting on Myspace all day is a dreammm job. haha NOT. It's actually really really stressful. I hope when I come back to LA that I can have my job back here. I lovee it. :]
I'm really going to miss all my friends here :[ A little too much.. I have soo many friends it's rediculous.. I hope they don't stop talking to me just because I'm going to be gone for a couple of months.
Hopefully not!!
I might update this before I get off work today.