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so I've rediscovered livejournal...
what did they do to it?!?!
livejournal has changed, for the better?
Who knows.
life sucks right now, I'm sooo mega stressed and confused and I just want to figure stuff out, I want these "I don't knows" to just go away.
I want to know HOW he feels about me and just UGH, why is it every guy I like can never tell me how they feel, what they want?
Or, they just put me in the dark?
all I've been doing lately is listning to sad music and crying. This isn't me, what happened to cheerful sarah? I miss her oh so much.
so, I guess theres a reward out for her...
that sounded so stupid.
can I turn back time? I want to turn back time... Go back to 8th grade, please. Just let me. Everything was fine then... the biggest thing I worried about was not being able to go to the mall on a Friday after school. Ugh, if only that was my biggest worry now.
well, maybe I'll stop crying soon.
maybe everything will just work itself out, who knows?
I really hope it does soon though, I'm sick of this unknowingness I'm going through, I hate that.
ugh.
I hate life.
what did they do to it?!?!
livejournal has changed, for the better?
Who knows.
life sucks right now, I'm sooo mega stressed and confused and I just want to figure stuff out, I want these "I don't knows" to just go away.
I want to know HOW he feels about me and just UGH, why is it every guy I like can never tell me how they feel, what they want?
Or, they just put me in the dark?
all I've been doing lately is listning to sad music and crying. This isn't me, what happened to cheerful sarah? I miss her oh so much.
so, I guess theres a reward out for her...
that sounded so stupid.
can I turn back time? I want to turn back time... Go back to 8th grade, please. Just let me. Everything was fine then... the biggest thing I worried about was not being able to go to the mall on a Friday after school. Ugh, if only that was my biggest worry now.
well, maybe I'll stop crying soon.
maybe everything will just work itself out, who knows?
I really hope it does soon though, I'm sick of this unknowingness I'm going through, I hate that.
ugh.
I hate life.