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so, I'm deciding to update this thingy again, because I can rant and rave and probably no one will read it. Myspace is dead, rememeber? No one reads this.
I am getting depressed again. Boys and myself are getting me down. I keeping doing the most idiotic things and am getting in trouble for them and then boys, aye. I keep getting hurt. Maybe I shouldn't throw myself out there anymore. OK, BOYS, IF YOU WANT ME... you have to try to get me yourself, I'm giving up. You get all the work, because when I actually stand up and do the work I get hurt.
That always seems to happen to just me, UGH.
I hate my life when its like this... I seriously have nothing to live for right now. I mean, I am not getting good grades, I stopped going to church, no one seems to want to date me, and I seriously think my grandparents lost all trust in me whatsoever. I actually thought about downing that whole bottle of asprin over there and then decided that was the most idiotic thing I've ever thought of doing. I dunno, someone come over and bring me cookie dough, I'd be so much happier.
I am getting depressed again. Boys and myself are getting me down. I keeping doing the most idiotic things and am getting in trouble for them and then boys, aye. I keep getting hurt. Maybe I shouldn't throw myself out there anymore. OK, BOYS, IF YOU WANT ME... you have to try to get me yourself, I'm giving up. You get all the work, because when I actually stand up and do the work I get hurt.
That always seems to happen to just me, UGH.
I hate my life when its like this... I seriously have nothing to live for right now. I mean, I am not getting good grades, I stopped going to church, no one seems to want to date me, and I seriously think my grandparents lost all trust in me whatsoever. I actually thought about downing that whole bottle of asprin over there and then decided that was the most idiotic thing I've ever thought of doing. I dunno, someone come over and bring me cookie dough, I'd be so much happier.