your sins into me... oh, my beautiful one...
::sigh::
today was yet another disappointing day on the academic front. just when i think things are looking up, they come crashing down. what the hell am i supposed to do??!? gahh!
on the up side, i had a great time with candace today, and we decided that one day we would take a day off and get a code 3 for Halom Miffur. totally awesome holiday... look into it, kids. all schools should recognize it, but only tyrants are allowed to celebrate. muahahaha! x) gigglefests are fab. i say we need more of them... one can never have too many gigglefests.
::sigh::
i missed GH today, which is depressing because i was actually curious to know what's going on -it's actually pretty entertaining these days.
::sigh::
the dust has finally settled and i can see clearly, for the rain has come.
i understand perfectly now, and i want to kick myself for not seeing it earlier.
i love him, and i always will. ::tear runs down cheek:: but "us" together will never again have a chance.
i see him at school, and my heart aches to be pressed against his.
our brief hug encounters do nothing to appease it.
his kisses do not satisfy my lips' hunger for his.
i do not understand it, but in some twisted way, i do; and i love the tragic romance we share (as morbid as that sounds).
::sigh::
no school tomorrow. x) a meeting with mrs linzie at 7 a.m. (gheyness.), kalli comes at 2:30, and we babysit my girls at 6 p.m.
i <333 miss my klipke. hahaha, poppin wanted to know if we wanted to go out on the boat; i told him not likely, but that i'd run the idea by you. heh.
<3
p.s. "i will paint you in silver, i will wrap you in cold..." <--- how natalie is feeling. check AFI's "Silver and Cold". > http://www.lyricsondemand.com/a/afilyrics/silverandcoldlyrics.html
today was yet another disappointing day on the academic front. just when i think things are looking up, they come crashing down. what the hell am i supposed to do??!? gahh!
on the up side, i had a great time with candace today, and we decided that one day we would take a day off and get a code 3 for Halom Miffur. totally awesome holiday... look into it, kids. all schools should recognize it, but only tyrants are allowed to celebrate. muahahaha! x) gigglefests are fab. i say we need more of them... one can never have too many gigglefests.
::sigh::
i missed GH today, which is depressing because i was actually curious to know what's going on -it's actually pretty entertaining these days.
::sigh::
the dust has finally settled and i can see clearly, for the rain has come.
i understand perfectly now, and i want to kick myself for not seeing it earlier.
i love him, and i always will. ::tear runs down cheek:: but "us" together will never again have a chance.
i see him at school, and my heart aches to be pressed against his.
our brief hug encounters do nothing to appease it.
his kisses do not satisfy my lips' hunger for his.
i do not understand it, but in some twisted way, i do; and i love the tragic romance we share (as morbid as that sounds).
::sigh::
no school tomorrow. x) a meeting with mrs linzie at 7 a.m. (gheyness.), kalli comes at 2:30, and we babysit my girls at 6 p.m.
i <333 miss my klipke. hahaha, poppin wanted to know if we wanted to go out on the boat; i told him not likely, but that i'd run the idea by you. heh.
<3
p.s. "i will paint you in silver, i will wrap you in cold..." <--- how natalie is feeling. check AFI's "Silver and Cold". > http://www.lyricsondemand.com/a/afilyrics/silverandcoldlyrics.html