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today was hell.
no contact with rob at school, which makes me feel ever so cut off.
i had to babysit today, which means i got to hang out with mr. mack in the front office until carolyn came to pick me up, which i always look forward to... i babysat the 2 boys and then carolyn came home around 5 and had invited her two friends over who have two kids each. i basically babysat 6 kids tonight. gave 4 of them baths, and screwed up a few times in front of carolyn because of stupid things, like when i was giving baby adam a bath (he's like one and hardly walking) and i was rinsing his hair, i was trying to keep the soap from going in his eyes and accidentally pushed a little harder than he was obviously expecting and his head bumped the back of the tub, and he started crying. i felt so dumb. bah. and then earlier the bug guy had come to like spray pesticide and stuff, and so i guess the guy had put her two cats in a room and shut the door. i didn't know that he had done it, i assumed she had put them in there, so i just left them. she came home, and she was like, where are the cats? and i was like uhh, in that back room... (like, duh - you PUT them in there...) and she was like WHAT?! THEY'VE PROBABLY POOPED IN THERE! and like ran to that door to let them out. how was i supposed to know? sheesh. i just felt so stupid.
well, everything with rob is the same as it has been since friday - confusing and it hurts. physically AND emotionally.
i hope everyone is doing well and has praise reports to share as opposed to my pissing and moaning.
no contact with rob at school, which makes me feel ever so cut off.
i had to babysit today, which means i got to hang out with mr. mack in the front office until carolyn came to pick me up, which i always look forward to... i babysat the 2 boys and then carolyn came home around 5 and had invited her two friends over who have two kids each. i basically babysat 6 kids tonight. gave 4 of them baths, and screwed up a few times in front of carolyn because of stupid things, like when i was giving baby adam a bath (he's like one and hardly walking) and i was rinsing his hair, i was trying to keep the soap from going in his eyes and accidentally pushed a little harder than he was obviously expecting and his head bumped the back of the tub, and he started crying. i felt so dumb. bah. and then earlier the bug guy had come to like spray pesticide and stuff, and so i guess the guy had put her two cats in a room and shut the door. i didn't know that he had done it, i assumed she had put them in there, so i just left them. she came home, and she was like, where are the cats? and i was like uhh, in that back room... (like, duh - you PUT them in there...) and she was like WHAT?! THEY'VE PROBABLY POOPED IN THERE! and like ran to that door to let them out. how was i supposed to know? sheesh. i just felt so stupid.
well, everything with rob is the same as it has been since friday - confusing and it hurts. physically AND emotionally.
i hope everyone is doing well and has praise reports to share as opposed to my pissing and moaning.