Oct 24, 2004 16:29
As much as you told me that we rushed into things today, I realized how much I need you. Do you know what you do to me? Do you know how much I care about you? Do you understand?
I may not 'love' you, but what is love anyways? I really care about you, and I know I need you in my life, because there are so many things that I don't do because I care about you, and so many other things I do, because you care about me. It's so hard to explain.
That car ride home, was so hard. I didn't want you to let go of me. That was a hard goodbye too, and that 'fight' today was so terrible. I can't believe that you have stuck with me so long, and have yet to run away from me, cuz I know I can be a handfull at times. Thank you sooo much for coming into my life. I don't know who else to thank...
<3 Douglas Andrew Harrington!!! <3