..so long sweet summer..
wow. lets see.. its been forever.. like always. humm..
i went to the beach. it was great fun. jen did go wif us. my mom opened up to us.. about her high school past and stuff.. and let us drink. fun. i kinda got mad thou jus because i feel like she had to have jen there to do that.. like if jen wasnt there she wouldnt of said any of that. i dont know. i think i feel that way because every time i try to open up to her about things she gets kinda pissy and mad. so i reallie dont know. but the beach was much fun. it rain like everyday. gahh that sucked. cept the last day.. it was nice and prettie so we stayed late and got a hawt tan. :]
school starts soon. the 29th i belive. blah its going to suck going back to wva. but i suppose everything will work ok. i dont know. my 9th grade year was ok.. 10th grade was alot better.. so im hoping this year will be great. things with my friends are getting kind of odd.. and we seem to be growing apart. not all of my friends just some.. then there are others that im growing closer with. so thats good. im hoping to meet many new people this year. maybe even a guy since jared and i arent stressing the long distance thing. which deffently will be the best. because soon even ill be down here for good and we wont have the distance to worrie about. :]
jared and i equal wonderful. im so in love. thinking about him brings the biggest smile to my face.. and i dont think this will ever change. i deffently hope it doesnt. i think we are beautiful together. it wouldnt work any other way. he is my life and my soul. gahh.. i am in love. i have known for a long ass time that i did love him.. but recently everything has changed. we have been threw soo much crap wif eachother and other people and actually have over come it all. that doesnt leave a doubt in my mind that this thing is going to work. because we both know it is. wow im so happie right now. im reallie glad to be in this kind of mood. everytime im wif him im in this kind of mood. its nice.. its nice to be in love and to be loved.