..off to the beach yo..

[brokenxfaerie]

well.. im goin to the beach tm morning.. which rocks. we are only stayin for one night so ill be home probably late-ish on sunday. im going wiff whitney and her mommy. so it shall be nice. and we are going to charleston.. so thats probably better than myrtle where everyone else in the world goes. i cant wait to go to the beach and get away from shit and shitty people as well. and maybe i wont be white as hell.. but actually i dont mind being pale..

i have been putting alot of thought into this thing called *love* and im not sure if i think its real anymore. yes i have been one to say how in love i was and all that jazz.. but love is suppose to be good and happieness and stuff.. i dont think that people actually find that all the time. love isnt suppose to make you cry and upset, at least i dont think it is. i belive that chris said it best.. love is just a state of mind. some of you reading this probably think im wrong but who are we to say whats right and whats wrong. i dont think we will ever reallie know any of this crap. but hey, thats just me.. right?

all well. i reallie dont know. i dont know shit anymore.. once again im just glad im going to the beach.. ya thats going to be good and it will hopefully help clear my mind.

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