May 29, 2005 13:48
well.. these past 2ish weeks.. havent been the best. the highlight was
deffently seeing my jennifer. thats all i care/cared about . ive came
to the conclusion after alot of thinking that i only have one true friend.
one person that has never and will never stab me in the back or leave
me behind or make me cry.. because of somethng bad. ya thats kinda
sad.. considering i thought there was more. *shurgs* i guess its ok
thou.. i mean she is the best friend ever
and i am lucky to be called her best friend as well. <3 ha. none for
you bitches! poodle cat i love you and thanks for putting up wif my
crap and my crying and shit these past 2 weeks because of some
asshole.. ya we all know he is. *smilie*
anyways. my mother is driving me crazy.. idk what to do. all i know is
that in one effin week i will be in south carolina living up the summer
wif my poodle cat. and thats all i care about. i can not wait to come down.. what sucks about it is packing. and packing means going threw ALL
of my clothes and getting whatever i cant/dont wear out. hehe that
means jen gets to go *shopping* in my sea of clothes. which will be fun.
i got a new striaghtener yesterday and i used it todae for the 1st time. it is the best
damn thing ever. it straighens my hair a lot faster than my old ones
and makes my hair soo effin soft. like it jus got dyed and cut.. ya
thats always the best. <3 i want to marrie this thing yo.
last night was pretty fun. i hung out wif marcus and a bunch of people.
hes a reallie sweet boy.. and reallie hawt. ((also a plus)) hes totally
not my type thou.. he kinda reminds me of steven.. but wif blonde hair
and blue eyes.. which is odd since ive been crushin on steven since
last year. buutt... steven is also not my type. they are both reallie
preppie.. which is fine. but thats jus not me.. at all. idk what to do.
im aparently not allowed to be happie.. or at least try to be happie
wif out pissing someone off. so thats cool i guess too.. i cant even
date.. when this person is dating someone.. but they are jellous. they
wont admit it.. but they are and they damn well know who they are..
prob most of the people reading this knows who the hell im talking
about. whatever thou. i give up on boys.. *shurgs*
-kitten