..im so confused..
well.. this post will be long. i can pretty much promise that.
ill start out with whats bother me the most. my best friend is dating someone way to old. im deffently not going to say names here.. but ya. i think its gross.. the person they are dating is almost 21.. thats four years difference. im gonna say a big NO on that.. but whatever my say does not have any effect on this shit. like always. *rolls eyes* and they think im crazy for being pist.. ya i think they would be if it was doing that.. wait they do get pist if i date someone who is a senior.. ya.. whatever.
now.. my mother is a idiot. yes im soo mad at her right now. i told her i had sex... now she is CRAZY. i mean she hates me for it and expecally the guy. wow.. im not too sure this was the smartest move here.. but i was honst with her. and that is what she asked from me.. she got it.
i also started a bad *habbit* of mine. ill stop it then start again.. and no it is not smoking. thats gross. but yes.. im kinda pist at myself for starting again.. but it was nice. it felt good and helped with exactly what i wanted.. so it all worked out for the best.. right??
anyhooo.. i guess thats all i had to say.. maybe it wasnt alot.. but i will leave you will lyrics to a kick as band bombshell and picies from prom.. leave me comments and tell me what you think.. ya that would make me happie.
bombshell - *lets forget*
How could i still believe you
you decieve me from the moment that we met
this won't go on forever
I'll make sure that your broken heart won't fix
She never said its easier ( my heart has grown tired)
Only if I stayed awake
A lonely sweetheart with imperfect timing
lets forget that you're 17
You thought i wouldn't notice
this late night masquerade of loving him
I knew you wouldn't call me
Cause conversations always lead to tears.
me, stephie, and manda
matt and i
matt and i again
us after prom
us again..
and us again.
ill start out with whats bother me the most. my best friend is dating someone way to old. im deffently not going to say names here.. but ya. i think its gross.. the person they are dating is almost 21.. thats four years difference. im gonna say a big NO on that.. but whatever my say does not have any effect on this shit. like always. *rolls eyes* and they think im crazy for being pist.. ya i think they would be if it was doing that.. wait they do get pist if i date someone who is a senior.. ya.. whatever.
now.. my mother is a idiot. yes im soo mad at her right now. i told her i had sex... now she is CRAZY. i mean she hates me for it and expecally the guy. wow.. im not too sure this was the smartest move here.. but i was honst with her. and that is what she asked from me.. she got it.
i also started a bad *habbit* of mine. ill stop it then start again.. and no it is not smoking. thats gross. but yes.. im kinda pist at myself for starting again.. but it was nice. it felt good and helped with exactly what i wanted.. so it all worked out for the best.. right??
anyhooo.. i guess thats all i had to say.. maybe it wasnt alot.. but i will leave you will lyrics to a kick as band bombshell and picies from prom.. leave me comments and tell me what you think.. ya that would make me happie.
bombshell - *lets forget*
How could i still believe you
you decieve me from the moment that we met
this won't go on forever
I'll make sure that your broken heart won't fix
She never said its easier ( my heart has grown tired)
Only if I stayed awake
A lonely sweetheart with imperfect timing
lets forget that you're 17
You thought i wouldn't notice
this late night masquerade of loving him
I knew you wouldn't call me
Cause conversations always lead to tears.
me, stephie, and manda
matt and i
matt and i again
us after prom
us again..
and us again.