meh

[brokenxdreamer]

well, today was the first day of school. it was alright i spose....i laughed a lot if that means anything? i was just glad to see all my friends again ::sigh:: i am a bit frustrated with someone/something which kinda put a damper on everything but i cant get that get to me cuz i promised myself not to let anything like this get to me cuz of what happened last time i did...im being more cautious...and i cant let him get to me if nothings going to come out of it...i cant get my own hopes up like that if they're just gonna get shot down once again

but hey...other'n that lil damper everything was great...glasgow made me happi cuz of his lil maneuver he pulled @ the beginning of class...man that was quality...and the fact that i dont have to do any more spreadsheets and databases for as long as i live in school...hell that makes me even more happi. i can finally concentrate on what i really want to do with computers, screw databases...anyways...yea...that was my day...and it didnt start to feel icky till after i got home from school anyways...so technically my school day went good =)

its still bugging me tho...and it wont get out of my head x.x neither will he...damnit...meh...guys screw with your head...and its not fun =(
i donno what to do anymore..i guess provoke more? most of y'all know my case...help? x.x